18 MONTHS SOBER!!!
I remember that day that I first walked into a meeting...I was so scared and wanted to run. I had no idea what was in store for me and I didn't know what I was going to do with the feelings and emotions I had bottled up for years.
The first 6 months were very hard...I was angry, frustrated, confused and cried. I didn't want to deal with the feelings and emotions coming out...all I wanted to do was grab a drink to numb myself...but I didn't.
There are days I am okay and there are days I struggle...but I have to remember why I walked into that meeting and I have to remember how far I have come.
I am an alcoholic and I CAN do this...one day at a time!
I remember that day that I first walked into a meeting...I was so scared and wanted to run. I had no idea what was in store for me and I didn't know what I was going to do with the feelings and emotions I had bottled up for years.
The first 6 months were very hard...I was angry, frustrated, confused and cried. I didn't want to deal with the feelings and emotions coming out...all I wanted to do was grab a drink to numb myself...but I didn't.
There are days I am okay and there are days I struggle...but I have to remember why I walked into that meeting and I have to remember how far I have come.
I am an alcoholic and I CAN do this...one day at a time!
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