So...I liked to drink..big deal!
I was getting REALLY tired of everyone telling me I had a problem and I thought they were full of shit.  It made me so angry when people told me I had enough to drink and I should stop...who the hell did they think they were???  I did NOT have a problem!
I had my drinking under control and they were just trying to be controlling and not let me have any fun.   So what if I was drinking my drinks faster than them and everyone else's if they didn't want it.  I wanted that buzz and that "I feel good" feeling.
Didn't they realize that I was having a good time and coming out of my shell???  I was going to drink whether they liked it or not.  And I did.

More to come...